Right now, I don't think so. Or, I don't know. I feel lost.

Having three majors this semester gave me a glimpse of what I am getting myself into. I feel especially bad for Macroeconomics. (Microeconomics and Accounting are somewhat still fine for me.) I have been lost in Macroeconomics ever since partial derivatives entered. And then Cobb-Douglas and Quasi-linear curves. And Engel curves added yesterday. Or maybe it's just because I haven't really exerted any effort in taking my studies seriously.

I hate how I am so disinterested in everything. I hate how I don't have any visions of myself in the future. But I still want to push through with this course. I will study hardcore this weekend and kick my majors' asses. Wish me luck.